It's a massive pain in the ass to have so much that you feel you need to put on paper (or on the screen as it were) and when the time comes that you get a little privacy, a chance to duck away from shit and sit in front of your computer to do some real work for once, that time comes and you can't fucking think of a single word that could come next. Who are my characters again? What the hell is going on in this story?
Writers' block. I've already got my cock blocked, and now this, too?
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
You have to hate the nature of this whole thing. Write for months, for years in poverty, starving and slaving for hours just to drudge some words into sensible order from the disparate river of alphabet soup that is the thought process, and at best all you can expect is the allotted fifteen minutes that so many spend lifetimes aspiring to.
I better get a half hour, or at least twenty minutes. Ha ha. That's a joke.
God damn it, why can't I write something real right now?
Fuck fuck fuckitty figglety fuckerrous furious fuck.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Dark Matter agaun
OK, now I'm 20 minutes in, and yes I am drunk, but for FUCK'S sake, why are we trying to define matter in something other than atoms? Gravity has been proven to function to hold together galaxies despite the matter they possess, so what is the scientific justification in inventing the matter that should be there according to previous (and probably incorrect) theories based on less scientific knowledge?
When will current discovery stop apologizing for old theory and make some new ideas of its own?
Excepting the on-a-limb-theory of dark matter, it merely seems as though our (limited) perspective on the exact nature of gravity is keeping us from viewing this dilemma at a larger perspective. What if there is more to causing gravity than a simple presence of mass?
It is simply a question posed by someone who has only passed a basic physics class in college, but according to the scientific method, this kind of question should be asked. It's all about how objective reality can connect with human consciousness and ability to record. Think about it. I'm not an idiot, I promise.
When will current discovery stop apologizing for old theory and make some new ideas of its own?
Excepting the on-a-limb-theory of dark matter, it merely seems as though our (limited) perspective on the exact nature of gravity is keeping us from viewing this dilemma at a larger perspective. What if there is more to causing gravity than a simple presence of mass?
It is simply a question posed by someone who has only passed a basic physics class in college, but according to the scientific method, this kind of question should be asked. It's all about how objective reality can connect with human consciousness and ability to record. Think about it. I'm not an idiot, I promise.
Dark matter again
I'm only sixteen minutes into the documentary.
And about six drinks deep.
So don't take what I'm saying in the least bit serious.
Just an extra disclaimer.
BUT people are asserting that dark matter comprises at least 95 percent of the universe. Between the nucleus of an atom and its electrons, there is how much empty space? I'm just saying. People are asking, "Where is this dark matter?" and I'm just saying, "Is it in THERE somewhere?"
And about six drinks deep.
So don't take what I'm saying in the least bit serious.
Just an extra disclaimer.
BUT people are asserting that dark matter comprises at least 95 percent of the universe. Between the nucleus of an atom and its electrons, there is how much empty space? I'm just saying. People are asking, "Where is this dark matter?" and I'm just saying, "Is it in THERE somewhere?"
More Dark Matter
OK, so I would expect the gravitational pull of our sun on the planets in our solar system to decrease exponentially as they got farther from the sun. That does not surprise me.
What does surprise me, if I'm not too drunk to understand this documentary, is the idea that the non-angular velocity of stars farther from the center of a galaxy in the SAME as that of stars closer to the center of the galaxy. That makes no sense to me, but only because I viewed it kind of like spokes on a wheel. It is clear that such a simplistic paradigm (or metaphor, however you want to view it) is not sufficient to understand this shit. Something weird is definitely going on, according to these fancy dancy physics peoples.
What does surprise me, if I'm not too drunk to understand this documentary, is the idea that the non-angular velocity of stars farther from the center of a galaxy in the SAME as that of stars closer to the center of the galaxy. That makes no sense to me, but only because I viewed it kind of like spokes on a wheel. It is clear that such a simplistic paradigm (or metaphor, however you want to view it) is not sufficient to understand this shit. Something weird is definitely going on, according to these fancy dancy physics peoples.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Dark Matter
I'm a few minutes and more than a few drinks into watching a documentary on dark matter.
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=908866531008634459&ei=akEHTOnGEILCqAOHq8neDw&q=Most+Of+Our+Universe+Is+Missing#
At the moment (and I'm only part way in, so take this with a grain of salt) it seems as though the theory of dark matter originated simply from our discrepancies in knowledge about the nature of gravity in general. Just my thoughts so far.
What causes gravity?
Matter.
Why?
Dunno.
Is it polarity or electromagnetics?
Nope, not that shit, though we dunno why.
What about displacement of space?
Not sure, really. Check back in a few decades.
But anything weird it causes, we'll account for with this "dark matter" thing we got, and then we'll get back to you.
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=908866531008634459&ei=akEHTOnGEILCqAOHq8neDw&q=Most+Of+Our+Universe+Is+Missing#
At the moment (and I'm only part way in, so take this with a grain of salt) it seems as though the theory of dark matter originated simply from our discrepancies in knowledge about the nature of gravity in general. Just my thoughts so far.
What causes gravity?
Matter.
Why?
Dunno.
Is it polarity or electromagnetics?
Nope, not that shit, though we dunno why.
What about displacement of space?
Not sure, really. Check back in a few decades.
But anything weird it causes, we'll account for with this "dark matter" thing we got, and then we'll get back to you.
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